Profil givemelifegivemepain: Masochist Bottom for Domestic Violence

Informations de base Parlez-nous un peu de vous.

Je sais parler Anglais
Je me décrirais comme I was born plain white trash. After years of expensive education I am now white trash with a finely-tuned sense of irony. I'm queer, a freak pussy who likes pussy too. I can carry on a nuanced, informed conversation about art, politics, culture before you fuck me up. I want you to fuck me up. The more it hurts the more it means. I've got secrets I want to tell you and stories I need to play out. I'm searching for all my demons, all you devils and your deeds.
Signe Cancer

Apparence & situation Comment êtes-vous? Décrivez votre apparence.

Statut Que faites-vous dans la vie?

Personnalité Comment vous comportez-vous? Quels sont vos goûts?

Au lycée, j'étais un/e Calme
Socialement, je suis plutôt Réservé, Observateur, Sombre
Mes passions et loisirs sont Lecture, Apprendre, Musique, Films, Internet, Danse, Famille, Religion/Spiritualité, Théâtre, Cuisine
Un bon moment pour moi c'est Rester à la maison, Regarder un bon film, Lire, Aller à un concert, Aller au musée
Un premier rendez-vous idéal, ce serait You pick me up. You smile at me, say hello. We go out for dinner, talk quietly. You charm me, take charge. We go to a movie, or maybe a concert. You hold my hand, put your arm around me. We go for a walk, or to a coffee house. We come back home. Together. You tilt my chin at the angle you want, lean in to kiss me. Whisper in my ear. Tell me what I need to hear.
J'ai toujours voulu essayer Dance classes (I've taken them before, in college, but I'd like to do more). Learning to speak French or German. Learning to play piano, or taking up the clarinet again (I played as a kid).
Mes amis me décrivent comme Coquin/e, Obscur/e

Points de vue sur la vie Vos valeurs et points de vues.

Ma religion c'est Agnostique
Je vais à la messe Jamais
Mon but dans la vie c'est In terms of my career, I'm working towards my Ph.D. in English. From there, I intend to continue teaching at university, publishing a little. Eventually I'd like to move to Europe (Germany, ideally). As to my private life, who knows? If I map out the journey too soon I could miss seeing the forest for the trees.
Mon sens de l'humour est plutôt Intelligent, Sarcastique

Goûts Qu'est-ce que vous aimez?

A la télévision, je regarde Je n'aime pas la télévision
Quand je vais au cinéma, je regarde toujours Drames
Quand j'écoute de la musique, ce que je préfère c'est Rock, Classique, Folk
Quand je lis, ce que je préfère c'est Littérature classique, Fictions, Histoire, Musique, Philosophie, Politique, Poésie, Je suis auteur
Mon idée du fun Live music; could be a concert, the symphony, the opera. A local book reading or lecture. An afternoon at the museum. A dance performance. Great movies, on DVD at home or out at the cineplex. A night at the theater. A long walk in the park.

Recherchant un/e Que recherchez-vous chez l'âme sœur?

Que trouvez-vous attirant? Intelligence, Beauté, Humour, Talents, Sensibilité, Audace, Etrangeté, Argent, Pouvoir, Bon sens, Délicatesse
Que recherchez-vous? A guy who is into the psychology behind the sex, who gets off on inflicting emotional as well as physical pain; who likes to fuck with minds as much as he likes to fuck holes; who has a talent for humiliation, exploiting hidden shame, inspiring fear. I won't give up control easily. I'm too self-protected. Wreck my defenses. Take me deeper into my pain. Not into switch/vers guys or master/slave bullshit, which is just costumes and play-acting. There’s a big distinction between B&D (which is just weak posturing) and S&M (which I respond to much more deeply). I don't need to be tied up. Pain is more meaningful if I receive it as an act of will. Ropes, cuffs, hoods, all that bondage shit: a turnoff. If you need to restrain me or wear a special hat to get what you want I won't be impressed. I want a true sadist. Overpower me with your inner strength, your drive to see me break; your amused look as your hands are on my throat; your cold grin as you force me to tongue-clean your boots.
Quel type de relation recherchez-vous? Rendez-vous, Relation intime, Engagement